I love short letters or just a note from friends, makes me feel warm all over when i read them.
However, i will feel scared when they say they like my smile.
What if I stop smiling?
When I die, my corpse wont carry a smile will I?
Does that mean i cant leave a good last impression on my friends and loved ones?
When I die, i stop being cynical, sarcastic, and at the same time i stop being unpredictable, jovial, funny...
Does that mean i wont be able to leave a good last impression on anyone when i die.
How would they feel when they look at my corpse?
Would they feel unfamiliar, because I smile too much when I was alive to them, or perhaps when i frown too much.
I guess only strangers will find me recognisable then, cos I wont have any facial expression towards strangers, when i die, my corpse will be impression-less too, so they can recognise me.
I always say i cant recognise faces well, even those most familiar, i recognise their body language, the way they talk, their hairstyle, but I dont remember their faces well, I always remember they as a whole, so whenever i look at anyone's face too closely, I feel like I'm looking at a stranger.
I guess when everyone dies, they become strangers to those around them too.