Tired of Living.

Yeah.
These days, dont ever taunt me by saying things like "没死过啊?" or anything that sounds vaguely similar. NO.
And dont mention it to WX either.
Cos we're all a bit tired of living.

Not that I intend to jump down Esplanade and get pricked to death by the durian shells or go up Swissotel and roll down the steps, I mean, how do I even get to the top of these places?I'll die of asthma before I reach 10m above sea level.
Okay that's not the point.

The point is, life is getting monotonous around here.
The greatest point of my life is when we had a fire drill today, where I get to have brunch late when my stomach is already starting to digest itself since hourse ago. Throughout the session my verbal vocab was limited to
a)growling at every moving organism,
b)complaining to no one in particular,
c)cursing the sun, the sun rays and the UV rays in the sun rays,
d)cursing at the group of people starting with the "T" word who's standing under the cool, lovely shade. And
e)growling.
There, I guess you know how I feel under that 359K weather.

And did I mention i actually had a sense of sincere gratitude for dm.www.wangyou.com for their newest update of ONEPIECE comics? I was that close to be bored to death.

I guess everyone comes to the point where things gets so boring one gets tired of living.
Perhaps the life after death would be much more interesting, but then again, it means I expect to continue living, just in another form, after my death. This is not very logical cos when you die, you stop living, isnt it?
And even if there is a life after death, it means one day I'll get tired of living too, because no matter how interesting it is, someday I'll get used to it and when I get used to it, I get bored, and when I get bored, I feel tired of living. But the worse thing is, when you get tired of living during your life after death, you cant get out of it by dying another time can you? Then what happens then?
I have had a relatively much shorter sense of concentration and attention span since I was a baby. I needed fun stuff to keep me awake, which explains why
a)I can sit for hours in front of a LEGO set and fall asleep during every lecture time.
b)I can continue surfing the net or reading books/comics, but starts to yawn 10 sec into studying.
c)I can stare into space when i do homework or even exams even though I may know how to do them, I just get bored and tired and starts to daze the time away.

Let's admit it, there is just that much things you can do in school, and even though you may have fun friends, funny teachers and funny-looking classmates doesnt make everyday full of sunshine and roses.
Even at home, there is only that many things to do. Sleep is the only standing pasttime that I enjoy til now. The TV shows are spastic, especially those made in Singapore. I dont have a computer at home. I;ve read most books at home except the Bible, but I cant bring myself to finish it cos it's not in the "fun" category.

Everyday, you wake up, wash up, prepare to go to school or work or anything else.
even during weekends, you just wake up late but do similar things all over again.
Isnt it just leading everyone to get tired of living eventually?
So isnt it completely logical that I subject myself to online comics, blogging, reading blogs, surfing for stupid stuff, doze off during lessons, laugh ans scold as I like, and just behave in a totally decadent and arrogant way?
I'm trying to make my live more livable here, at least mine's more interesting that many peoples' lives.
Why do you think I love fantasy stories/comics/movies so much? To be able to dream is one other way to make live more livable! Since we will get tired of living eventually, might as well extend the deadline or shorten the process itself, right?
Cheers!